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| I'm getting ready to do the hardest thing in my life. I site crying everyday, but its not about me its about doing whats best for my child. And giving her up for adoption is the right thing for me at this point in my life. I already have a 19month daughter whom I already struggle with. I'v had to have that thought of giving her to her father. I fill I can't take care of another one right now. I love my unborn child so much. I just want her to have what I can't give right now. Stability, attention, and care. I don't wan't her to ever think I did this cause I don't care. i got pregnant on burth control (Mirana, IUD) I was with the father for four months then left him. he wan'ted to keep the baby but i felt I'm not in love with him and i don't wan't the things he does.He's a kid to me. Hes older then me 26years old and still liveing with his mother whom didn't care for him growning up.He depended on me. I can't take care of a grown man let alone two kidsand |
i'm 21years old and liveing with my mother and her husband and I still struggle with them. I always have that thought about well can I realy do this if I try then it brings me back to my situation. i wan't and open adoption for my child and me. I wan't her to ask me why so I can tell her the truth. I'm 7months pregnent and barly told my family cause I don't wan't them to think of me as a faliure. But it didn't come out that way they respect me wishes and said they think of me as a strong person for not thinking about myself and think of the baby. I chose my adoptive family and there so exited. I have created a scrap book for my unborn so she can look at. I'v also put poems in it for her so she don't ever have that thought of why am I here, why me. With love for my unborn child. Mommy loves you so very much.
[12.10.2009 21:05 - My Love]
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